OVER-CARING

My blog will be DEAD for the next 5 days.
CAMPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
Wheeees~I feel excited. Not really that excited lar. =D

Went for a haircut today. Now my hair's kinda short.

About the camp, I don't really know what to pack. I meant, should I bring along my MP3?
And camera? I feel like I wanna snap some pictures during the camp. So that I can post it here and in FB.

Oh gahhhhhhhhhhh! I haven't really FINISH preparing my TESTIMONY yet. I can't think of what else to write.

What Christmas MEANS to ME.

PWIGGGGGGGGG, what you wrote??????

Sorry Shammi, don't think I'll be going for the last class gathering. T_T

*teary eyes*

I'm missing you guys so freakin much!! SIGH. SIGH. SIGH.

Okay so lets get back to my post title.

GAHHHHHH!! I don't effin care who's gonna read this. My uncle, my mom, my sis or whatsoever!

HELLOOOOOOO, i'm not 3years old kid. I'm 14, F-O-U-R-T-E-E-N.
Look, I'm not trying to complain or what lar. But, is there a problem going out with friends? Or visiting a friend's house? Or even going for BADMINTON?

I know how to take care of myself lar. I know who's the good ones and the bad ones. Its not the first time I hangout with them. GOSHHH! I can't tahan already.
My grandma always scare I kena RAPED or KIDNAPPED by my guy FRIENDS.
Afraid that they'll BERPAKAT. Geez...

What in the world...I never go kbox with 'em or whatever. I only go for movies and shopping. AND GO TO CHURCH!!! THAT's THE BIGGEST PROBLEM THAT I DISLIKE.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH GOING TO CHURCH?

If they don't effin trust my friends, why don't they try to trust GOD?

pergicamppunmaucakap.

Then why the heck still want me to go Singapore and study? Since they're so afraid.
I might just as well stay at HOME all the time. So that they know that I'm SAFE and SOUND.
Then what about going for tuitions huh? Its the same right, there are guys there too. They might berpakat with others and do something bad to me too.

Oh, and SCHOOL too!

Geez, I'm sorry if I hurt one of your aka my family members feelings. But, I really really really cannot stand this anymore.
I do appreciate your love and care for me.
But caring hurts, and sometimes, OVER-CARING won't do any good.

I might look childish on the outside to you guys. I might act childish. But on the inside I'm NOT. I know how to think, ok? I've got brains.
I bet you guys don't even know what I think all the time. Only know how to say that I'm thinking of computer games, hanging out with friends and boyfriends.

WRONG! =D

WHATEVER lar.

I'm growing up already. I'll have my own life soon. I won't forever be your little girl, MOM and GRANDMA. I'll leave, SOMEDAY.

I just want you guys to know that I appreciate every single thing that you guys did. And I LOVE YOU.

So, please just don't worry about me too much.

=)

feels like crying...