Heartbreaker

Ok whatsoever. Just screw it. I'm having hallucination problem. Whatever.
I don't wanna talk about Pesta Ria in this post. (:

that'll be later


Darn, I've no idea how did I effin love you for two freakin years. How the hell did that happen?
I've never freakin love someone this long. Gosh I'M STUPID.
Again and again I told my heart to move you out and empty that space that you had occupied two years back.
Everything should have been OVER since two years ago. Why couldn't I just effin let go of you?
Can't I just simply forget you? What's so good about you? What did you do to me????

Seven things I love about you;

• you're good
• you've always been there for me
• you never left
• your voice
• your silly-ness
• the way u care for me
• the way u worry about me

Gosh . . .

WAKE UP CHARLOTTE ANN! Don't wait any longer. There's no use. It's plain useless. Knock your own head and WAKE UP.

I don't understand my love for you. Is it just plain brother and sister love? Or is it a really incredibly HUGE crush?
Ever since I first met you, the first time you talked to me, I just couldn't stop thinking about you.
That very moment, just got stuck in my head. It keeps on replaying. No matter how many times I try to delete it, it won't go away.

Tell me what can I do. How can I win your heart. How can I be the girl that you desire. I swear I won't hurt you. I'll love you...like I always do. I'll care for you . . . I'd do anything just to be your girl.

But right now, it's enough to know that you do care about me. And we're finally talking like how we used to. I don't have to struggle to make our conversations alive. There's just one thing...one question.

I told you that everyone I've loved, even my bffs...each and every one of them just keep stepping into my life and leaving footprints behind. They come and they go. And you told me that you won't leave, it's just that you can't be there every single minute. You told me to trust you. But, can I really trust you?

Can I? . . .