John 3:16 says ;
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life"
I remember this verse very well. And i love that song, John 3:16. (:
Yesterday's MYF praise and worship was awesome. During worship, I closed my eyes. And when I closed my eyes, I couldn't feel anyone around me. But I felt the presence of God. I meant what I said.
We singed, we prayed. I prayed...I prayed to God to thank him for giving me strength to finish that 10km walk.
I don't know why, everytime during praise and worship, I can feel this guilty-ness in me. I don't know why, tears will just fill my eyes. And everytime, I'll TRY to be a better person. I try not to sin. Its hard . . . yes it is.
Some people might just think I'm acting. Up to you. I don't wanna care. As long as I myself know it's not an act.
And now,I know why I'd feel guilty. Its because I've sinned. Jesus died for us on the cross to wash away our sins, and yet, we sin.
I swear and I lie. These two things, are sin. Last year, I swore a lot. I swore like it was nobody's business. I FEEL TERRIBLY BAD okayyyyy! I lied for so many times. I've lied to my Mom, I've lied to my friends, I've lied to my teachers!
Even a tiny tiny meenie lie . . . its still a sin. We can control ourselves from swearing, but what about telling lies? Sometimes we choose to lie to someone because the truth hurts. Sometimes we choose to lie because we're afraid of the consequences that might happen. Sometimes we lie because we're FORCED to.
All these, the consequences of lying will be even bigger than telling the truth. The truth might hurt, but, we've all been thinking for ourselves. What about the person we lie to?
And now I realized that telling the truth is better than lying.
Last few years, I've been a not-so-good-girl. Maybe it was because I mixed with the wrong group of friends and got influence, or maybe it was just me myself. But ever since I started going to church, and then to my very first youth camp, I started to change. I changed even more when I mixed with my DEFORMERS. I can actually feel the changes in me.
Like I said, I used to swear like it was nobody's business. But now, you won't hear me swearing unless I'm really really REALLY pissed off. You won't hear a single vulgar word from my mouth.
But then, everytime when I'm pissed off, I'll tell myself . . .DO NOT SWEAR, DO NOT SWEAR.
LOL! It's just a way to motivate myself. :D
Who cares, right? As long as I don't swear. I fee like I'm really changing. I've rejected all the guys that asked me, you know what lar. Cause I know this is not the right time to be involved in BGR.
I'm not changing into a NERD okayy, I'm just changing to a BETTER person. BLEKKK.
I'm not Baptized yet, you know. I don't feel like I'm ready to fulfill the commitments yet.
I'll wait till I'm ready. (:
Sometimes, I feel lost without God. But then, I'll pray to him and tell him my problems. It's more like, talking to God like He's a close close close friend of mine. In fact, He is! There is NONE like Him. He stays, He listens, He answers prayers. He NEVER turn away and is always the same.
And after praying, I'll eventually feel better. It's like, a burden is being lifted from my shoulders.
That feeling is just awesome. :)
Hmmm . . . I guess I'll pray more often starting from now. And I wanna learn more about God. And and. . .I wanna be like him. Not like, having powers and stuffs. But, be more forgiving like God. And love people even though they're hard to be loved.
And that's all. (: AWESOME GOD! JESUS CHRIST, OUR SAVIOR.
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life"
I remember this verse very well. And i love that song, John 3:16. (:
Yesterday's MYF praise and worship was awesome. During worship, I closed my eyes. And when I closed my eyes, I couldn't feel anyone around me. But I felt the presence of God. I meant what I said.
We singed, we prayed. I prayed...I prayed to God to thank him for giving me strength to finish that 10km walk.
I don't know why, everytime during praise and worship, I can feel this guilty-ness in me. I don't know why, tears will just fill my eyes. And everytime, I'll TRY to be a better person. I try not to sin. Its hard . . . yes it is.
Some people might just think I'm acting. Up to you. I don't wanna care. As long as I myself know it's not an act.
And now,I know why I'd feel guilty. Its because I've sinned. Jesus died for us on the cross to wash away our sins, and yet, we sin.
I swear and I lie. These two things, are sin. Last year, I swore a lot. I swore like it was nobody's business. I FEEL TERRIBLY BAD okayyyyy! I lied for so many times. I've lied to my Mom, I've lied to my friends, I've lied to my teachers!
Even a tiny tiny meenie lie . . . its still a sin. We can control ourselves from swearing, but what about telling lies? Sometimes we choose to lie to someone because the truth hurts. Sometimes we choose to lie because we're afraid of the consequences that might happen. Sometimes we lie because we're FORCED to.
All these, the consequences of lying will be even bigger than telling the truth. The truth might hurt, but, we've all been thinking for ourselves. What about the person we lie to?
And now I realized that telling the truth is better than lying.
Last few years, I've been a not-so-good-girl. Maybe it was because I mixed with the wrong group of friends and got influence, or maybe it was just me myself. But ever since I started going to church, and then to my very first youth camp, I started to change. I changed even more when I mixed with my DEFORMERS. I can actually feel the changes in me.
Like I said, I used to swear like it was nobody's business. But now, you won't hear me swearing unless I'm really really REALLY pissed off. You won't hear a single vulgar word from my mouth.
But then, everytime when I'm pissed off, I'll tell myself . . .DO NOT SWEAR, DO NOT SWEAR.
LOL! It's just a way to motivate myself. :D
Who cares, right? As long as I don't swear. I fee like I'm really changing. I've rejected all the guys that asked me, you know what lar. Cause I know this is not the right time to be involved in BGR.
I'm not changing into a NERD okayy, I'm just changing to a BETTER person. BLEKKK.
I'm not Baptized yet, you know. I don't feel like I'm ready to fulfill the commitments yet.
I'll wait till I'm ready. (:
Sometimes, I feel lost without God. But then, I'll pray to him and tell him my problems. It's more like, talking to God like He's a close close close friend of mine. In fact, He is! There is NONE like Him. He stays, He listens, He answers prayers. He NEVER turn away and is always the same.
And after praying, I'll eventually feel better. It's like, a burden is being lifted from my shoulders.
That feeling is just awesome. :)
Hmmm . . . I guess I'll pray more often starting from now. And I wanna learn more about God. And and. . .I wanna be like him. Not like, having powers and stuffs. But, be more forgiving like God. And love people even though they're hard to be loved.
And that's all. (: AWESOME GOD! JESUS CHRIST, OUR SAVIOR.
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